Shiey poetry

 He saw beauty, she saw faulty , felt empty , guilty and stupid to think anyone would want her  he saw gentle , sweet , innocent , kind ,  a being too fragile and perfect to be his , how could he lay his filthy hands on that ? he'd touched women none of whom touched his heart like she did, he'd kissed lips none of which smiled like she did ,he'd held hands none of which took care of him like hers , how then could he be with her ? she was so pure , he was so soiled , so unworthy of her love he flinched when she touched him  the numbness faded replaced by pain as the blade tore through her skin adding more scars to the already healing ones , oh and there were sobs , her sobs she realized as she sliced her wrist one more time hoping the physical pain would somehow replace the emotional pain , he'd flinched when she touched him  , was she really that hideous , looking at the mirror she hated herself even more , the floor was stained a shade of red darker than the li...

 All I recall was hearing the word subaru , I could tell they were talking of car brands then it faded as we headed in different directions  Those few words from complete strangers , mother to son in the streets got me thinking,praying , hoping that could be me and my son in future   Hey baby , it's me your mother hoping that someday you will get to read and listen to this , then you will know that I love you , loved you before I knew who your father would be , you will know you are my life and so long as I'm alive you will be safe , you won't have to lock yourself in your room for fear that I will hurt you , you won't have to wish that morning comes so you rush to school to avoid being around me , you won't have to lie for fear that I won't understand what you did , I will love you even when you are wrong  I will love you enough to ground you when need be and hug you when you are lost  , I will love you so you won't be lost when choosing a wife instead you...